Similar but less prolific experience. I had this idea that I could make a career out of loving books and ideas and sharing those things with other people in a spirited way.
It's totally possible to make a career out of loving books and ideas, and sharing those things with other people in a spirited way: create a YouTube channel. Here are a couple I found at random but there are many more.
Lol that's like saying you can make a career out of your love of playing and releasing music. Sure, get to the end of the line. Or playing games and streaming it. Yes, a few make money that way. But theres a vast vast oversupply of people who would want to do that. You have to be very good, work hard, and be very lucky in addition.
Running a YouTube channel is not a viable way to make a living unless you have an existing audience or get blessed by the algorithm. There is an oversupply of people making video content, and only a small portion of them succeed. Plus you are at the mercy of YouTube’s frequently changing ad revenue terms (the “Ad-pocaplyse”) and opaque demonetization/takedown rules.
Trying to become a tenured professor in the humanities isn't a viable way to make a living for most of those people either. Only a small portion of them succeed. Plus you are at the mercy of the faculty committee's frequently changing selection criteria.
What a stupid fucking idea that was!