I'm sorry, as I'm typing on mobile, my reply isn't the most structured.
I want to add an important thing: since I unplugged from the money expectations in the last few years, I have been able to simply do nothing whenever I wanted to. Like literally just sit and stare. Or maybe play DotA 2. Hours of games...
I have a privilege, I don't have much financial liability so I can unplug easily. But this is what allowed me to heal.
Thank you for your response. I think I have been in a similar situation through a lot of ups and downs. And finally I am accepting simplicity. I am 26, software engineer. Typical 9 to 5 tech job. I would like to get to a stage where I am financially independent so that I can a. Read more books b. Build things that I care about.
Would love to connect with you to know more insights on how to reach there.
I want to add an important thing: since I unplugged from the money expectations in the last few years, I have been able to simply do nothing whenever I wanted to. Like literally just sit and stare. Or maybe play DotA 2. Hours of games...
I have a privilege, I don't have much financial liability so I can unplug easily. But this is what allowed me to heal.