My 30s were characterized by multiple open heart surgeries, having my metaphorical heart broken twice and generally not being where I want to be financially. I get where you're coming from.
Sounds to me like you're stuck. Moving to the US isn't going to solve that. Moving isn't going to solve that. The other comments talking about therapy and confronting your problems are spot on. If I were you I would take some of my savings and invest in myself via therapy or whatever else kind of help you need to get back on track in life.
My 30s were characterized by multiple open heart surgeries, having my metaphorical heart broken twice and generally not being where I want to be financially. I get where you're coming from.
Sounds to me like you're stuck. Moving to the US isn't going to solve that. Moving isn't going to solve that. The other comments talking about therapy and confronting your problems are spot on. If I were you I would take some of my savings and invest in myself via therapy or whatever else kind of help you need to get back on track in life.