There's already lots of good advice here. Here's a variant idea:
Take a two week vacation from employment very soon. Spend the first week doing nearly nothing aside from your version of recreation. Spend the second week thinking about whether your current pattern really brings you fulfillment, and along with that, make the plan for your mini-break (resignation plan, negotiate for unpaid time off, etc).
There's already lots of good advice here. Here's a variant idea:
Take a two week vacation from employment very soon. Spend the first week doing nearly nothing aside from your version of recreation. Spend the second week thinking about whether your current pattern really brings you fulfillment, and along with that, make the plan for your mini-break (resignation plan, negotiate for unpaid time off, etc).